I'm Entrapta! This is a site about who, what and why.
Click "OTHER LINKS" for my pronouny page, my neocities website, my twitch and other things I think you should check out!
What do you mean?
Ever since I was very young, I've wanted to be something else, I've never fit into my own body. I've had a fixation with prehensile hair that just seemed to come from almost nowhere, I've had obsessions with tech, software and learning (that I smothered and repressed for my entire teenage years) and I have an autism diagnosis - all of these things helped me relate immensely to Entrapta as a Character.
I began to see myself in my dreams as her, I even got weird vivid flashes of memory (I hardly ever imagine things visually very well so these were a huge shock to have.)
I feel homesick, all the time, no matter where I am. I always have. I've always felt like I was out of place, didn't belong, was always where I shouldn't be. It's only after watching she-ra that everything slowly began to make sense.
And now I'm happier! I'm trying to live the best life I can on Earth, which is something I never tried to do before I came out as fictionkin. Which is kinda ironic really. I feel more confident and with a more solid identity now.
Isn't fictionkin from tumblr? gross!
No, not really. But even if it was, who cares? This whole weird stigma against a single website on the internet doesn't make sense to me.
However, yeah, you've probably seen a lot of strange screenshots such as the infamous "egg-kin" or the one of a dragonkin eating their mother's diamond ring. That sort of stuff just doesn't happen and I'm well aware of reality and my human body and life, and identity is so much more complicated than you might think.
Who is entrapta?
The version of me in she-ra is not a 1 to 1 representation of me, and I'm not going to waste my own time forcing myself to be and act exactly like her. But she is a good representation. Artistic liberties were taken, obviously, and she was written and animated with incredible creativity to be an excellent character.
If you want to know how I think I ended up both in a cartoon, and in a human body on earth, I'll give you the abridged version of one theory I have: I believe in the multiverse theory, and in reincarnation & the soul, so it wasn't a stretch for me to believe that maybe my soul just ended up in the wrong body through some kind of weird multiversal anomaly, and that same anomaly caused some of my life to bleed through and inspire a cartoon in the same world I ended up in. Does that sound absolutely incredibly bizarre and fantastical? Hell yeah it does, but it's the best I can do when the only proof I have comes from my own mind.
Frankly I find it extremely fun to come up with theories like this uwu
Could I be wrong? Of course I could. That's one of a few theories I've come up with to explain why I feel and think the way I do.
I don't ask you to believe any of what I've said. I merely ask that you allow me to be happy as Entrapta.